Been awhile...

Went to Cali again last month. I was only gone for a week this time. I came home to streamers and hearts all over my room courtesy of my second family. I loved it!! I had a blast while I was gone. It was really relaxing. I missed seeing Sarah, Erik and Lisa. But I saw everyone else. Even made some new friends. I interviewed for a job on Friday. Now I wait and see if I got it. My cousin Bryan joined the army and was shipped to Afghanistan at the beginning of the month. Stay safe Bryan!!

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I hate what I've become.

Life is a roller coaster.

So it's been forever since I posted anything. Lol. It's been crazy. I'm in a not so good mood right now and I'm bored so I figured I'd write a blog to take my mind off some things. At least for a little while. I need to go to the bank and to the post office and then pay the phone bill. Jared started Pre-K this week. I'm a little worried about him but I know he's gonna do awesome. I went bowling last weekend with my sister and some friends and had a blast. The next day my mom calls me into her room and says, 'Next time you bowl with Heidi you need to dumb down a little.' LOL. She didn't break a hundred at all and I broke a hundred twice. All of a sudden I'm typing in italics and the button isn't even on. Lol Oh yeah! I cut my hair two weeks ago and donated it to Locks of Love. I took off about 12 inches. I saw a picture the next day that I had taken before I cut it and I was like ' It's gone!' Lol. I love it though.

Summer!

So the past two days have been awesome! Thursday I had my "other" family over for dinner. Helped my mommy cook Sweet and Sour. It's a lot of work. Lol. And today I spent all day with my little sister. She got a haircut and then we went to Plato's Closet in Layton. Then we picked up my nephews and went out to eat and took Heidi's car to the car wash. And bought some windshield covers at Wal-Mart. She woke me up early but I'm glad I went. Lol. I love my sister!! And then I watched a LIVE webcast of NKOTB in concert in Dallas. I felt like an 8 year old girl again. Lol. I can't say this enough, I love my life right now!. I'm making so much progress with my anxiety and depression. I can now drive without feeling (too) nervous. And I'm happy. I have soooo much to be thankful for. I love my family and my friends. I would be nothing without them. Live, Laugh, Love!!!

It's hot!!

Could life be any better at this point? Yes I'm going through heck with my anxiety and my sister and a few other things. But I have family that loves me and I have friends that love me. And I have the Gospel. How can you be bitter and upset with family, friends and the Gospel? It would be all too easy to just let it all get to me and become depressed and angry and bitter. But I don't want to feel that anymore. It feels so much better to be happy and loved and to love others. I love life!!

Summer!

So school is out. My sister and I are trying to figure out ways to keep my nephews occupied and out of trouble until school starts again. We're gonna be taking them to the zoo and the Aquarium in Sandy and who knows what else. Maybe we'll do another scavenger hunt around Salt Lake. I remember summer vacations of my childhood. Excited to get back to school but nervous also. Lol. So in my last blog I mentioned an opportunity to fly to Cali again for a couple of months. I won't be going. If I put off my plans now they'll never come up again. This just isn't a good time to go. At least not for two months. Maybe I'll go out for a weekend or something. We'll see. I cannot type today. I keep having to erase letters. Lol.

The Nerve of Some People...

So isn't it nice how some people can take advantage of your kindness and lie to your face without even blinking?. I found out today that a girl I thought was my friend has been lying to me for two months. I'd be first to admit that I can sometimes be too nice. But I didn't think any of my friends could do that. It hurt bad but I don't hate her. I wish her luck with whatever she decides to do from here on out and that she can straighten herself out. Other than that I've had an amazing week. I got to see my auntie that I haven't seen for a year. And I've just been happy all week. It feels good to be happy. Lol I have the opportunity to spend a couple months in Cali again this summer. I want to but I don't know if now is the right time. I've got plans for the summer that I could put off for a few months but I don't know if I want to. I guess I have some things to work out. Lol. Anywho. Off to bed. Peace out!!