NKOTB

So I should be sleeping but I had to blog. I am quite proud of myself. I did my first Sharing Time for Primary at church. I had a headache all afternoon cause I was so stressed. lol But I did it!! So on Saturday night my mom and I went to the Cultural Celebration for the Oquirrh Mountain Utah Temple. It was amazing!!! Best performance I've ever seen in my life. Honestly. I felt the Spirit soo strongly. 7,000 youths from that Temple District performed. I'd go into detail but I should go to sleep. Lol. I love my life and the people in it!!!! I am so thankful for all that I have and all that I am.

Funny Story.

So this morning my little sister was home cause she didn't work today. She left for the bank without her phone but I didn't know until it went off. So I'm like 'I have to tell her she left her phone home.' So I text her telling her she left it home and then I'm like 'Wait a second, that isn't gonna do any good if she doesn't have her phone.' So then I had to laugh at myself. And the day is only half over. Lol. I had to blog it. I know I'm special.

3 in a row!

So this week has been a roller coaster. Wednesday I found out my uncle passed away. From MS. Thursday I woke up sick. And yesterday I drove up to Idaho with my sister, mom and brother for the funeral. Woke up at 3:30 in the morning so we could leave at 4. Lol. I even drove! An hour up and about 45 minutes on the way back. And killed a gopher on the way up. Lol. At least that's what we think it was. I didn't really see it. We saw family we haven't seen for years. It was awesome. The drive wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. We stopped on the way to see the Snake River. Gorgeous! We wanted to find the Shoshone Falls but got lost. Lol. It was awesome. I had fun. My nephew is reading over my shoulder. Lol.

Yes, another one so soon. lol

What is it with drivers these days? I was on my way home from Julie's tonight headed down 5th North and this guy comes careening off 13th west, (I think), and heads straight for our lane. We had to veer to the right and almost jumped the curb. He was literally like an inch from hitting us. And then he keeps going. I was shaking for awhile afterwards. And people wonder why I don't like to drive. Lol. Luckily there weren't any cars parked along the side of the road. Which is a rarity. Lol.
So anywho, for the past few days I've been youtubing old music videos I used to watch. Mostly New Kids on the Block. Sometimes I miss the good ole' days. Lol. Sometimes that seems like so long ago. Lol. I'm getting old. So I think I'm gonna start bike riding to try and get back into shape. I've been on a bike once since I was thirteen so we'll see how it goes. Lol. I keep thinking of more vidoes to look up. Lol. It's so much fun! Well, I guess I'd better head to bed. I have a doctor appointment early in the morning. 'Night!

Here it is almost May. And i have to ask, Why me? My sister is an idiot and I can't do anything. She's throwing a fit crying like a baby. She gets herself into situations and then blames it on me. I can't do this anymore. Why did I sign myself up for this? Besides that, my life is going nowhere and I feel totally helpless. Why couldn't I be put in a family with no Heather? I feel like I'm gonna have a nervous breakdown. I don't wanna do this anymore. And I don't feel like there is anyone I can talk to that would even remotely understand. I need help and I don't know what to do.

It's been awhile.

So it's been so long since I posted anything that I had to reset my password cause I couldn't remember it. Lol. I went to Cali for three weeks and had a blast. I got to see some friends that I hadn't seen for two years. I went bowling with Mandie. Tradition for us. Lol. I suck but I had tons of fun. I got a cold the week before I flew home. The day after I got home I got ear infections in both ears. I couldn't get to sleep until my dad gave me a blessing at 4:30 in the morning. And I took 4 ibuprofen. The meds I was put on wreaked havoc with my body. Sometimes side effects are worse than whatever you're taking them for. Lol. That was two weeks ago and I think I'm back to normal. Lol.

Just more ramblings.

So it's been awhile since I've posted on here. Lol. I have so much on my mind I don't even know where to start. The year is almost over. I can't believe it's already December and Christmas is around the corner. And it snowed today!! I love snow. But I could do without the cold that comes with it. Lol. So I'm trying to summon the courage to buy a plane ticket to Cali. I'm way excited to go back. I need a vacation. I haven't been there for almost two years. That's along time for me. lol I'll probably fly out next month. Although since gas prices went down it would probably be cheaper to drive. Oh well. It'll be fun either way.

So my two year old nephew has started opening closed doors. Which means that we have to lock the bathroom doors if we're in there when he's around. He's getting so big. I want him to stay this age forever. Most of the time anyway. lol So I've been trying to do the whole workout thing and it's really hard. I have to start doing my physical therapy again too. Fun, fun. I read book 4 in the Twilight series. Still not sure what I think of it. I'll have to see the movie too. Robert Pattinson is pretty cute.

Oh yeah! I've started talking to cousins I haven't talked to or seen since I was like 5. So awesome! Except that one of them lives in Hawaii. :( They have kids and are beautiful women. Family is awesome and I don't know what I would do without mine. I take lots of things for granted I've realized. And I don't tell my loved ones I love them often enough. My friends and family are everything to me and I love them dearly.