Here it is almost May. And i have to ask, Why me? My sister is an idiot and I can't do anything. She's throwing a fit crying like a baby. She gets herself into situations and then blames it on me. I can't do this anymore. Why did I sign myself up for this? Besides that, my life is going nowhere and I feel totally helpless. Why couldn't I be put in a family with no Heather? I feel like I'm gonna have a nervous breakdown. I don't wanna do this anymore. And I don't feel like there is anyone I can talk to that would even remotely understand. I need help and I don't know what to do.